Wednesday, February 12, 2014
Today was an epic fail as a mother...lost my temper more times than I can remember, check. Kids went to bed crying, check. Desi asked me why I get so mad all the time, check. Lindsey stayed downstairs all night because of the crying, check. Wyatt fell over several times while trying to stand on his own, check. I stayed in my pajamas all day, check. Charly screamed and cried more times than I can remember, check. I told Charly to go away while I was on the phone because she was throwing a temper tantrum, check. I feel like going to bed crying, check. I feel like a mad woman who's losing her mind, check! Why is it when I feel like I'm starting to do better, I realize how many things I need to do and all the things I need to work on? The funny thing is when I think about how there are so many better moms out there, I realize I don't want a different mom for my kids because they wouldn't know all their likes, dislikes and quirks like I do and at the end of the day, my kids still want ME.